Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Revisit 2010 Goals


i am loving this dress from the Goodwill Boutique my sis and i visited last month... for some reason i am also wearing this bracelet and necklace a lot lately... i spoke to a group of 150 people today so i was going for a more professional, dressed up look but not wanting to wear another suit. i give them lots of information but yet tell them i am accessible and i care. does it say that? these wedges by Steve Madden are the bomb! added height and not too summery... i'm still fiddling with my camera taking remote pictures and i can't get it to take close ups but i'll keep trying... for the next two months i work way too much to have time to do much else... but then.. ahh... bliss and i vow to figure out how this camera and i can get along better.

2010 Goals need to be revisited:

Plan: plan what plan? step 1- print out step 2- follow

Quiet: rough week on the job but working on staying calm

Meals/Exercise: begin again...i started with a cappuccino then so busy i threw some leftover pizza in the micro and tossed on some pineapples... then the rep from my meet this morning brought me donuts from The Tender Fluff... not kidding that is the name of the bakery and the strawberry jam with icing donut had my name on it... then argued with the boys about our vow to stop eating out as we pulled through Skyline's drive through... why why why. so goodness sakes i need assistance please...

52 days until i need to be able to open my eyes while wearing a bathing suit.

67 days until i will see people who i have not seen for 20 years.
this means GET MY TAIL IN GEAR!

I've been up and at 'em earlier but i need to rev it up and burn some major calories.

Nails: nonexistent.. can there be a negative here? bc if so i'm in the negative.

Reads: finally a category i am excelling in!

Honestly a quarter of the year is over and i am so excited to have started this blog... i know it sounds silly but it is life changing... i create everyday. i take lots more pictures and play with my camera. i am upping the ante on the creativity in my outfits. i think about what is happening not just digging through the day...

i am a little torn by the "In Real Life" and "In Blog Life" and i'm still unsure of all this information and feeling and stuff i put out there for all the world to see but it is making me a more authentic person. have i said one thing that is not true? no. not authentically me? no. so if my IRL and IBL shall meet so be it... i had a scare the other day when some friends were at our house and let themselves in with our key to wait on us since they've done this before and i instantly thought "oh no i'm logged onto my blog and they are going to see those outfit poses!!!!!" but alas they did not and i crawled back out of my hole... not everyone in my real life would understand this outlet or all these sides to me but they are true. authentic. and at this point honestly i'm not sure i care if they see me... it goes back to the whole "Is this vain?" "Does she have too much time on her hands?" and i have to say no. this is my creativity showing through and i am blog lovin it!

1 comment:

Farmgirl Paints said...

Boy isn't that the truth. A lot of people just don't get it. I love blogging. It's just really fun to share a piece of yourself with the world. And the perk is you get to meet other people who do get it! Good luck with all your goals. I have a feeling you'll do just fine.