Welcome to June

It is exhausting giving pep talks to everyone else when I feel like I need one myself. Didn't realize how tired, worn out, and just blah I felt until I came home and crashed. Ah well. We'll try again tomorrow. Tomorrow June starts and I really felt like that was going to energize me but no not yet because before the day could even get started, bam!, we had a 'meeting' that stunned everyone. Today I walked down to check on a coworker and heard crying. It's too much for us- the stress, the tension. And it doesn't feel like there is an end to it. But there is. I must hope that things can get better. They will.